You are going to need to read this Blog several times in your life, & let me explain why. I am not a ‘medium’ or Prophet so I can’t possibly tell you how your life has been or will be, especially if you and I have never met; but don’t lose hope, you and I have a lot in common.
There’s a good chance that you have loved and not been loved back, as I have as well. Trust me when I say that one day love will fall back in your life when you least expect it. That is exactly what has happened to me. In my eleventh hour when I had completely lost all faith and hope in finding love that is when I met the truest love of my life. At some point in your life as well, you will meet yours too.
There’s also a good chance that you have had an idea that other’s thought was crazy or stupid or unrealistic; TRUST ME, I defend my ideas daily from faithless critics. I choose the term ‘faithless’ because a lot of people choose to analyze my past mistakes with pessimist eyes’ opposed to having faith in my strength and my patience that I have built through my hard times. I know the pain that comes from wishing that someday, someone out there would believe in your dreams just as much as YOU do. When no-one believes in your hopes and dreams that is the exact time that you MUST believe in your hopes and dreams harder than you ever have before.
There’s also a good chance that you feel upset because having an idea other’s can’t envision yet means that you also feel alone, that is a feeling I too know the gravity of. My young adult years and the experiences they brought outside of my childhood home have enabled me to grow into the person that I want to become.
There have been many moments in my adult life where my hopes and dreams made me feel isolated, that feeling was more applicable to times that I felt unproductive. Not in life and the usual laundry, eating, mundane tasks but unproductive in regards to my true self-expression.
Being more artistically minded when I am not creating what I believe to be art I feel more alone than ever…. why? Because my dreams and wishes become nothing but dreams and wishes. When I started to write this Blog, I finally felt like I was beginning to truly explain my true dreams and wishes. I started to feel less alone because when people in my life would ask me what’s going on I could start to show them what I had actually done opposed to what I had hoped to do one day.
DON’T GET ME WRONG! This is just the beginning, but this is MY beginning of following my truest dreams. That means more to me than any past beginnings my life has ever had. Moving 16 times in 8 years has made my life become compartmentalized to many short unfinished chapters, those are for another day though. For today know this. I know that your dreams scare you, if they didn’t you would need to go back to the drawing board and think of bigger one’s. Think of the day dreams you have while working minimum wage, think of the dream career you could build if you worked for yourself in a world where money was not an issue. QUIT the idea of thinking you are alone. I believe in you. I also believe that you can accomplish your truest dream; and because I believe in you, you are never alone.
Until next time.